Hello to my wonderful family and friends! What a
blessing you all are in my life. You have no idea how much I appreciate the
support and prayers through my time on my mission. I thank you from the bottom
of my heart.
Well, first things first - next week is transfers.
President Tilleman is hinting very strongly that I will be getting transfered,
but you never know. It is all by the Lord. So just in case I am, any letters
sent from now on should probably be sent to the mission home until further
notice. It is okay if you already sent some recently, all mail will eventually
get to me. But just thought I would let you know to send it to the mission
office until I let you know where to send it :) Mom, could you maybe attach the
address on here? I don't have it right on hand :) It is the one in Richmond.
Thank you!
Well, a quick update on Robin. I have learned something
very seriously this week. If we are not willing to obey the commandements of the
Father, there will be consequences. It is as simple as that. Robon witnessed
that this past week. He has been having the hardest time quitting smoking, and I
almost felt hopeless. But I knew that through the Atonement of Jesus Christ we
can overcome all things. This was so proven. He told us that he quit smoking
last week when we went to see him. Well, then the next day we went to visit him,
they told us he was in the hospital again. We went to the hospital and found out
what happened. Apparently, he went to the drug store to buy more cigarrettes.
Bought them, and the second he got out of the store, he collapsed in his scooter
onto the ground. They had to call the ambulance and rush him to the hopspital.
They don't know exactly what is wrong with him still, but they do know he has
this "super bug" they call it, that is taking over his body and is life
threatening. Well, why does this matter? Because he is bed ridden. He cannot
leave his room, and there is no smoking allowed in the hospital. See what I am
getting at? He is forced to quit smoking! I have never been so excited in my
life. He has not either. He has been having some serious withdrawals, obviously.
Especially after 30 years of smoking. However, he asked the hospital for a patch
to make things easier, and he says he has never been happier. The Lord knew that
he could not do this on his own. So he gave Robin the incredible blessing of
being put in the hospital where he can be taken care of and quit smoking at the
same time. What an incredible blessing. He is so excited to continue to prepare
for his baptism. Unfortunately, it won't be this weekend anymore because he will
still be in the hospital. But it will be soon! The best way I know how to
describe Robion is through a scripture - Mosiah 4:20. Read it, and you will know
what we experience with Robin. I have never met somebody so willing to give up
their sins, but having such a difficult time doing it. I love that man. More
updates to come next week.
President Tilleman came last Wednesday to do a zone
conference in West Bank for our zone. Oh what a wonderful experience that was.
His son just got off of his mission in Argentina a week ago, so he came along
with him as his companion. They both taught powerfully. What a blessing it was
to be in the presence of such spiritual giants. I wish each of you could have
been present and felt the incredible Spirit that resided in that chapel. I hope
to live up to the wonderful words that he spoke toward us. Sister Haight and I
have been working diligently with the members, trying to keep them involved in
the missionary work. It is certainly not easy, but when we acheive our goals, it
is so worth it!! Anyway, we ended up having 10 member present lessons last week.
That is the most this area has ever had since it has been opened. President
Tilleman was so excited, as were we. As we know that this is a sign that the
Lord is harvesting the work here in little Oliver.
This past week has been an interesting one. Quite a bit
of persecution that we endured. It makes me think of how incredible Joseph Smith
was, or our Savior Jesus Christ, or any of the incredible latter-day Saints who
have been persecuted for what they know to be true. People for some reason this
past week have been pretty hard hearted toward what we have been preaching. Ya,
it is sometimes difficult to endure. But the most difficult part of it all, is
knowing what they are missing out on. This church is true. I know it. It is no
longer a belief. And I KNOW that it will bring such happiness to their lives.
But when they CHOOSE not to be happy, it is so difficult to watch. I cannot
imagine how Heavenly Father feels watching His children on this earth. I was
having a difficult time one night, just thinking of some of the encounters we
had that day. I began reading in Matthew, and I am so grateful I did. Matthew
5:10-12 brought me such great comfort! How grateful I am to be persectued for
righteousness' sake. I wouldn't have it any other way. I want to badly to help
these people find happiness. But the saddest part of it all, is we are
representatives of Jesus Christ. We are His representatives here in Oliver.
Which means, they are treating Him this way. I apologize to my Heavenly Father
and Jesus Christ every time we encounter something like that. I feel so terrible
for what happens and what persecution is directed toward them. Oh how I love
them and I weep for the pain they must feel watching this world.
The other night, I believe it was Friday, I was praying
fervently to my Heavenly Father to let me know that I was making Him proud. I
fear that I fall short of His standards and I want to never do that. I wanted to
know that I was doing good here in Oliver. Well, I concluded my prayer right
before bed at about 10:20. At 10:25 my prayer was answered. We got a phone call
from President Tilleman (which was extremely strange, because we are supposed to
be in bed by 10:30!). But it was wonderful, and an absolute answer to prayer. He
called, with Sister Tilleman on the phone as well. He said "Sisters, I am sorry
it is late. But I needed to call you and tell you that I couldn't be prouder of
you." He continued to speak, with Sister Tilleman, for about 10 minutes. I will
not go into the things he said, for fear of sounding prideful. That is the exact
opposite of what I felt. I have never been more humbled. I knew in that very
moment that Heavenly Father was so very aware of me. He prompted President
Tilleman to call and speak with us that night. I was so humbled at the words
that he spoke to us. I knew in that moment, that I was doing what Heavenly
Father wanted me to. I felt as though I had not let Him down. Despite massive
persectution, I could be proud of my work. President Tilleman will never know
how much that phone call meant to me.
Well, I have developed an intollerance to lactose here
on my mission. That has been interesting. So this past week I got Almond milk
since I have cereal every morning. Well, that stuff is not the greatest in the
world. Haha but that's okay, I am so grateful that Heavenly Father has provided
a way for us to enjoy things we like without enduring pain after! Although I
don't have exactly the things I love still, I am still so grateful that He has
made this transition wonderful. Pretty random, I know. But I just thought I
would share yet another tender mercy from the Lord.
Well, this week's challenge is one that I hope and pray
that you take seriously. I want each of you, old and young, to forgive somebody
who you need to forgive. Whatever that means for you, please do it. Pray about
them. Pray to Heavenly Father to allow you to see them as He does. He will help.
I cannot imagine how excited He must be to hear that prayer. How important it is
to forgive our brothers and sisters. I would love to hear any experiences you
have with this. But I have prayed fervently and I feel as though this was the
message and challenege I needed to share today.
How grateful I am for this Gospel. I bear you my solemn
testimony that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is the Lord's
kingdom here on the earth. It is true. Joseph Smith was and is the first Prophet
of this dispensation. If you want happiness in this life, read the Book of
Mormon, and pray about it. The Lord can testify to you that it is true. Because
IT IS! I cannot express this enough. It breaks my heart, literally, knowing that
some of you reading this have either not yet fonud the truth or have fallen away
from it. This is the way to eternal happiness. I am 21 years old, and I don't
know a lot. But what I do know, is I would not give up 18 months of my life to
devote it to something that wasn't true. It IS true. Please pray and find this
out for yourselves. Please email or write me with ANY questions or concerns.
Nothing brings me greater joy than helping those around me find this same
happiness. I cannot express it clearer - this church is
true.
I love you each of you so very much. How grateful I am
for you in my life. I pray that the Lord may be with you in times of need, and
that you may turn to Him when times are good. He is there. I love
you.
Love,
Sister Biggs